Stuck

Mummy is here with my grandparents, been going out to Ikea and whatever mall that is stated there for 2 days straight. Staying in my uncle house and with my cousins for the past 4 days without my laptop! So deprive!!!!!!! My initiate plan was to stay 2 days and 1 night then head back to my subang cubicle but I ended up falling sick, headache, sorethroat and got to take mc for 2 days..:)
Wednesday and Thursday are my off days as well again. So here goes my 6 days off again..
Lol..but who cares. I just want my beauty rest being pampered by my mum and grandma.
Ever since I fell sick, my ama keep taking care of me, asking me whether do I want to eat, do I want her to rub my forehead, neck and back with the "minyak angin". Lol...
She did once on my first day of sickness, but Im too shy to make her do that again.. shes already so old and fragile.
Now I can't wait to go back to my cubicle, it's just too cramp here, and whenever I want to sleep its so noisy.. They just keep talking and talking. I am out of clean cloths, undies, bra, and yet, I have not shave since friday.. * shy* lol... And I need my laptop...:(
I just need to savour this family as it's not always I get to see them.. so Tahan... tahan....
Will blog more about my outing with my mum and cousin's once Im back in my cubicle and with my pictures..:)

Random outing

Finish work at 3pm today and Stephanie caught me by surprise today at work by showing up(she was done with her internship since 4th of June).
She did messaged me but I did not read it until after I have met her.
Hung out with her at Pavilion till night falls.
She shopped, I "window shopped" but end up trying a dress and jeans because she insisted that I try just for the fun of it.
I am done reading Marco Pierre White Autobiography novel since last Sunday. Nothing to entertain me now on my bus rides and train rides but music, sigh. 2 weeks begone!

With my ding-dong bell hair..!!! *going crazy*

Camwhored in the changing room while waiting for her to be done trying out her massive picks.
A lil' vain-ess is okay..:)
I like this dress alot from FOREVER 21, but did not buy it, I was broke...it cost Rm109, a tad too expensive and out of my budget no?



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Wishing you were here now.

I miss on-lining with him!!!!! I think I got so dependent on it for almost a year that now I am addicted to this routine. Since his working at this restaurant, to online will be only at night. That is when my eyes are the size of a toothpick so conversations always goes downhill. Falling asleep kind.

Egghead said I love him more now just because he is thinner now and he even claimed that I only call him HOT now. Hahaha!!!
I'm with you.
Still falling for you.
Hot or not hot, your still my chagiya.

A picture of us, the day before he left about 11 months ago. I still love this picture despite egghead dislikes it due to his size here, but I could not care less cause this picture look sweet.

Mummy is in KL for a week or so with Ama and Ah Kong !! Making plans to take her to Ikea since she never been there I think! lol.. Hope this will take my mind off of things.

Sinful Indulgence

Like I said on my recent post that I wanted to blog about my Korean noodle. Lol, there nothing much to say but just to see and drool for this tangy, spicy, peppery, red indulgence and gulp down a hot mouthful of it!
I just had it again cause it's going to be my fast food for this week. :)
Usually I don't cater much on instant noodles as I know, we know that it is bad for us. I can't remember when did I had fast food either?

Poached egg on top it all makes it looks even more appealing! *note that the yolk had begun to spurge out of its white casing...ahh*

I am in pastry department now, and I am LOVING IT! I am happy whenever I am there!
I get to try new things, as in eat, of course! Hah!
Every single time I walk into the walk-in-chiller I am bound to come out with my mouth-full. The joy of just nibbling off an unwanted cheesecake, chocolate tart or chocolate fudge was just, as Maddie would say, orgasmic!!! I must say, It has been awhile since I have ate chocolate since I have start work and the chocolates at work is sooooo much more, and I am saying effin' 10 times more rich, fattening (means flavor) and comforting to the taste buds. I took a nibble of a chocolate tart once before I was even in the pastry department and boy was I hooked! NOW, I just can't stop! hahaha..
I learned how to make those sinful ice-cream that we crave on constantly *rum & raisins*.
I did 4 types of it flavour, Passion fruit, Vanilla, Chocolate and Malt. The girl who thought me was patient enough to guide me through and was also friendly. Its not that hard actually, if you have a Ice-Cream machine but she said blender would work as well when the batter is half frozen.

Thick-foamy Vanilla Ice cream , the end product! Was creamy, smooth and thick!! But could have add abit more vanilla beans into it.

Chocolate!!! Ahhh... divine..

The "nicest" part, was washing up the machine! My leg nearly got soaked cause of phone call! haha.. Nevertheless, it would be something I would not mind to do so for another week.

Love the look of it.

Pogoshipoyo!

I was going to blog about my dinner yesterday but did not have the time, and today, my mood just gone down hill.
My daily life rants!
I have not seen egghead for a week now but I miss him dearly. It does not even feel like it is a week my gosh! Felt like ages! He is definitely not coming to KL anymore since he just started work at a newly-opened restaurant at Belissa Row in Penang. There is only 3 person working in the kitchen so how can he take off? It's just like when we were working in BlueReef, rarely had time to even hang out and all but at least, we were working side by side day and night. So this distance is weighing me down.
I know many said I should be happy that he did came back and surprise me for all the trouble he took to make me smile or cry? But somehow, ever since he came back, I long for him even more!
You can't blame me, we were apart for like 10months or so of course I need him more than ever now.
And problems kept arising, I can't say how much more worried I am now. I just need him to be here so I can talk to him, face-to-face, and rant out, cry out and so he can understand how stressful it is right now to be in this position. But he can't, cause his not here, all he know that he did his best to come home early and to surprise me.
We miss each other so much but little can be done. I know in everyone mind is, take a freaking bus and just head back home now. But NO, I can't be a baby to run back home every time isn't it?
If I do, you see, laziness sets in on us when we have fun and we forget why we did go all the way to some other state or country to study. I have to stay firm sometimes cause I know I will be making lots of frequent trips back to Penang next term, friends, family will be coming back and yet egghead will be there.

Love the sunshade & egghead. <3>

Now who said the world is BIG?

The world may seem Big with continents that consist of countries, state and island's. Somehow we tend to bump into people that we have may have known, miss, forgotten, hate, love and loved. I remember that what I read in Eat.Pray.Love by Elizabeth Gilbert once said "Where we go, whether it is another country, continent or where ever, we bound to bump into someone we know". And it is true.
I bumped into Zac's colleague, Irawan( a Balinese) and his girlfriend, Zither ( a Hong-kie), where he had worked in the Caribbeans. Just after I finished my job and was heading to the KL central train station and I met THEM. . ..
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I took this picture from Irawan's facebook as this picture looks really cute and just to give you and insight of their face in case you were wondering. :)
They were also doing the ultimate long-distance-relationship and re-united about a few months back.
Although I never seen them before but in Facebook pictures, but how can I forget his face, that cap and his lovely girlfriend smiling away? lol... I was walking towards the station and they were heading to my direction and I looked at them for a few seconds and when they were about to pass by me, I took my hand out and likely pushed his shoulder to stop him and looked at him, studying his face, feature and I then I knew it was really him. He paused and look at me weirdly and took sometime to remember who I am and the first thing he said then was " Hey where is Zac??" and his girlfriend had already knew who I was cause from my side of view she was already smiling and looking at his boyfriend surprised face. I then introduced myself to his girlfriend whom is petite, fair height and smiley face. We talked for a few minutes and I think the whole time, he was still in shocked, so was I. But I knew they were going to KL for a day on Thursday and leaving on Friday to Bali, but somehow, work and Zac being not able to head down here, got my mine wander off from them.
Still, I mange to bump into them which makes me feel happy to know friends of his from such a far place to land here.

Wished we could had hung out together, just the 4 of us.

Random joy's.

If only teacher's were as hot as the picture itself and friendly, I wished I attend to school more often. ( the lady looks a bit like Amelia with one side dimple as well, don't you think so?)

I was in the train, and this lady came into the train with this bunny-bedroom-slippers. And I think she actually wore this out for the whole day since it was already after dinner time. LOL! I was in awe-shocked!

Something for you. <3

Caramel coated sandwich with marmalade honey and banana was my dinner/dessert. And yes, my habit now is eating with a paring knife.

I am currently reading Marco Pierre White (AutoBiography; The Devil in the Kitchen), I don't think he is a devil, more like a workaholic yet have the loveliest soul ever.
Reading it made me realize how much I miss working in a restaurant, the adrenalin rush when in a busy service, the food that comes out of the restaurant, the smell of comfort food that I made, and the wonders of just preparing food items for you own station to cook. It is a joy and I miss it.

Egghead is planning to work in Penang for the meantime and I was wondering, when college starts, should I opt for a job somewhere as well? Cause I find staying at home every weekend can really drive someone nuts, over the edge of depression and I just need to do something with my life! And I realized something, why I don't really have a close friend here in KL, cause I don't have a friend whom I can really talk to. Like literally talk about anything even the most private things of myself to my friends here. It's not that I don't want to tell but somehow you choose your friends and sometimes you don't even need to. If you somehow just click with a new stranger or a friend, anything can be talk about to each other. The feeling and the connection is just there.
Now I have a friend whom I can share thing's with, but shes currently now in Perth studying.
We can talk about the magical of good comfort food that we have made since we both live on our own in a new city, talk about our boy's, sharing random thought's and just knowing each other again (yes, I said "Again" cause she was once a primary and high school friend whom I did not get to know her well enough to actually know that shes so much like me due to different cliques that we hang out with). Primarily she is mature think well enough for herself, loves to cook, loves to read (like I do now), loves nature and hate crowded places! Lol... I really do hate crowds.. people tend to walk really sloooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwww.
One day we shall re-unite. :)





Still missing him badly, the odds of being with a workaholic.

Miserable

Nothing seems to go easy on me, trouble always lingers on me and everything I do is never good enough and now I have to face this! Just last week I was happy and feeling contend that everything will go on great and joyful, now I am feeling miserable and worthless.
I know it is not the end of the world, but somehow I want him by my side when all this dawn on to me. I am just feeling so run down that even the thought of going out is killing me.
I don't want to face the world.
I just want to stay in this cubicle and be free in my own thought's and emotion's.
All I have now is this painkiller's to make it all go away.



I hope He is wrong, and maybe it is not true.
If only It will come true.

Love hate, situation.

His back..! Oh yes many of you know he is back and I am loving it.. sad at the same time cause I know we will be giving each other more goodbye's than ever.
He surprised me at the airport and got me lots of goodies from the U.S, Caribbeans and of course imported himself back here safely.
My first day back in Penang and his mum got him and I to work by cooking a dinner for 11 people?? Excluding us. It was like old times again, us cooking together and just having a good time. All of his family member knew that he was coming back like months and months ago, except for me! So when his uncle's and aunt's see me, they will ask "So were you surprised???" and then smiles.. ( family of liars) hahaha... How can i trust them now?

The whole day was just like a fairy-tale to me, I just could not believe that he was real nor was he really back?? I kept asking myself that.. It is a wonder of joy to be able to hug and kiss him again. The sensation of seeing him again was something miraculous.

The only time we get to be together alone on the first day of my arrival. In the car with him just driving around and getting a bottle of coke for his dark rum.



At Carrigan's Pub the next day, Alyssa's dad open this new Irish pub near Bukit Jambul. Free flow of Tiger beer from 12pm to 5pm. To get the Kilkenny beer for free with just the a simple password "FAMILY" appealed both of us.

And then Alyssa arrived with her maltese/toypoodle in hand. Jazzy-girl stole some mutton curry right off Damian and Esther's plate. See how Damian is protecting his beloved curry.. lol..

Beautiful breakfast that we made, egg tortilla and banana smoothie. Simple and scrumptious.

I am really not sure what is the name of this shop cause there are 2 names on it. One would be Bon Ton and another Kopi Cine..so.. I am not sure.
But this is a very nice corner coffee shop and has an array of food items as well.
Set in a row of pre-war houses, this is a must to go to have a quick nice bite. Just went there for coffee and the blended coffee items is not what you see everyday at Starbucks or CoffeeBean. Contemporary local ingredients.

The corner view of the shop.

Machiato.

The decor were mostly decorated with antique's and most of the olden days decorations were kept as it is without much renovation to the pre-war houses, right beside the cafe was the Reading room where you can just pick a book and read it when your there.

Kinokuniya, KL.

At the Old Coliseum, KL. 90 year old restaurant where the staff is as old as the restaurant itself.
He was having sizzling steak so he gets a bb napkin. *jealous*

At Ampang look out point in KL. It was chilly and windy, 23celcius as it also just rained..! Was so cold till I needed hot chocolate to keep warm. Well yea I cant stand cold okay..!
(Will blog more once I get the pictures from Nicole, as my camera died after this shot).




I enjoyed my time with him that somehow I am so reluctant to head back to work. All I want to do is be with him, but I cant! Work have to come first for now. I can't slack so much now, I have to understand that love comes later. 4 more weeks begone!!!!

=)

My new badge at work.
Cute?? :)
Smile people smile..