Tuesday 20 April 2010

Working makes the time goes by faster.

As some of you might know, I am back in KL after one long week in Penang.
Always reluctant to head back to this hole after heading back to Penang. It is always so much more relax over there. Although I did not do much, but I had a great time with my college indon-chinese friends who went there for holiday. The food and the pandan coconut. I am missing it badly now.
Tomorrow will be my first day working at Westin Hotel, starting in the restaurant as a waitress. Great another torture month!
Yes! I pretty much dislike serving and seeing customers, I dont know why, something about me hate's to look at people sometimes.
I rather hide behind the kitchen and do my own thing and not being eyed at.
This 3 months will be a hectic one for me as I have to walk to the train station and change trains to another train which requires more walking, and to my hotel.. .. . more walking.
It would be nice to have a bike with me around.

Work starts at 9am for restaurant and if I am in kitchen I heard it starts at 7am! Halleluyah! * smirks*
And my darling boyfriend is going to Jamaica next month to work for a month as they need extra staff. I hope there are internet lines there, if not, it be hard not chatting for a month!!
But I guess its for the better too as I will be working most of my time, I won't have to worry about rushing home.
Then again, I will miss him so dearly . . .

I want this 4 months to pass as quickly as possible! I miss him, I miss my friends, I miss the Island already.

Sunday 18 April 2010

Kick-ASS




Freaking Awesome Movie! lol..
The best movie so far, along with Kill Bill and any other super-hero ass kicking movie!
Kick Ass kicked those movie's off!
Emkay, Brian and I love it so much.. At first it was just a random movie we chose and not knowing what kind of movie it is. All we knew was it is western film, thats it!
Untill we saw the poster we were like, errrrr....?? And Emkay wanted to refund for another movie but we could not do that. But it was worth it..
It was funny, nice action moves, good visuals which does not come to as fake when you watch it. Very much like a Kill Bill, assassin movie but this time the assassin its a guy and his daughter! Cool ey? Love the lil girl..
Go watch it in cinema's or download it!!!

Wednesday 14 April 2010

Not knowing who you are.


This thought had been on my mind since this morning. Never made to bed till 6am with mummy cause we talk and talk, well mostly she did the talking as usual. And I just love to listen to stories.
I've been hearing stories all my life, over and over again, Yea it gets boring but its part of my life and interest to listen to people's rants, sorrows and just about anything.

And something got me thinking,
what if, you were born a bastard child?
I know that sounds wrong, but it is the only way to get my point right on.
Not knowing who your real father is but oblivion to the fact that the father that you call everyday isn't quite your biological father?
Although you were treated and loved like you were his child.
What happen when you found out one day that this was just all a lie?
The fact that your parents hide you away from your biological father so that the pride of the family would not be jeopardized and all they want for you is a normal life.

Is that really a normal life? Or isn't it just a lie to keep your pride and humanity while you hold the biggest guilt for your entire life not letting the innocent child to know who she is?
Part of it, to protect the child from getting teased and looked down?
But the child would be a fool to find it out later.
This problem does not need to be filled out to the entire family, the only person who needs to know is the child. And the biological father has all the rights to see the child.

Keeping away the child from the father will just hurt both parties even more, although the child does not know, but sooner or later, all the lies will come out one day.



It be damn lucky if the child does not act out and find faults when he or she finds out.



Guilt. A burden you carry everyday, a past that lingers on your soul.

Wednesday 7 April 2010

MAT+ACC= OVER , ENG=FRIDAY



The title says it all.
I think I have a high chance of failing accounts. Business Maths is still not bad! And yes if you guys are reading this, I can finally do some add maths.!!
But I'm never ever going to be good in figures, numbers and whatever that is gotta do with counting.
The only paper left, English! Easy as a pie but not too easy.. cause my English lecturer, well lets just say she was meant to be born from the royal family of England. No one can top her high expectations in English. But I like her, pretty much one of the lecturers I actually like listening to.

Last week I had my wine tasting in College, the day was gloomy and it started to pour. The rain here is crazy, more than where I came from.
Stepped on a pavement filled with grass, but I forgot that the earth on that particular part was really soft and muddy. Stepped right on muddy soil with me slippers on. heaven sent
Thought I could runaway from being seen with muddy feet on my way to the class, a whole bunch of students was at the hallway right where I just came in. I hope they did not notice anything. Lol...


most of the picture's were taken from Leslie.


We had more than 4, we had 7 different types of wine.


People who could not drink much, passes along their glass. To me!!!
:D

He realized it was too much in one glass, darn it!!!


Barry, Leslie and Dugong face.


The ice wine everyone fell head over heels. It was nice, but not as good as the other sweet wine, Kressmenn.

It was our last service class for this term, I am going to miss them and college for 3 months!
Internship is just a week away.





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Edit by me, nice? lol.
Art does not have corner's nor end's . . just be creative and appreciate what you may create.



Saturday 3 April 2010

Relentless

It is going to be my last week of term 3.
Finals is just around the corner, and I'm not up for it. Business Maths and Cost Accounting oh ya and English.
I am never good in counting and if I fail any of this subject this term, I will have to re-sit for it.

Determination to do well = 8/10
Determination to study = 4/10

I know if I don't, I will be the one sorry and feeling the blue's later on.
I just can't wait to finish it up and head back to Penang! Need to chill and just have some fun.
And this few days my mood had been down, relentlessly not happy, stress and angry.
Some problem arise, to solve and understand it.
I just found out my confirmation to work in Westin Hotel is still pending, uggh! Nightmare. Need to wait till Monday to find out. Not my cup of tea.

Make this problems go away!

Friday 2 April 2010

Little Two Fat Boy's

Remember I told you guys how funny the TWO FAT BOY's are in Alice in Wonderland?
Well some may have wonder why is it so funny to me and am I just exaggerating about it? I remember so clearly where the TWO FAT BOY's come from, obviously they never actually did appear in any of the Alice in Wonderland that I/we read, or as far as I can remember, I never seen them being in it?
Anyways, here it is, the actor behind the Two fat Boy's.

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Nyeh?




Oh yes his a guy alright, not a girl..but he is gay.. I love the way he act!
You guys should really watch it, you will laugh till you cry.
Don't you just love how he loves to frown, his signature mark even in Alice in Wonderland you can see his character frown most of the time.. and it's his voice. :D

If you have seen his shows before, you would understand why I laughed so much when I watch Alice in Wonderland. I seen it twice, the first time, I laughed a lot not the second time though maybe because not many people were laughing the 2nd time. More silence and question marks on their forehead can be felt around. But I would not mind watching it again brings back childhood memories. hehe...


Have fun watching, have a great laugh.