Rant's!

An idiot scolded me as for I said "NO" to him.
Well partly yes I was wrong for not pleasing the guest's but well, he is a fussy lot.
He asked for a BOWL of blueberries and red berries (i am guessing that is raspberries), and come on, I find it ridiculous for someone to ask this much. Personally I did not know we could give them such expensive fruit's anyways and I kindly told him we don't have that. But he insisted since yesterday another chef did gave it to him, so he want's it again today.
So the i asked another girl, she was more familiar with this than I do. She was hesitant to do so as it was almost towards the end of the breakfast buffet as well but did It cause we have to.
Then I went on to do my own thing he came back again! WTF.
He asked if there was any other big plate, but looking around at my area I said there was only small plate here for now ( BAD CHOICE, I should have just tell him there is outside).
He went off outside, and then I went behind to look for the steward to get me bigger plates cause that is their job! It was really busy as well so many things were out, so I don't blame them but in a way pissed cause I am the one who get the blame as well.
I saw some big plates near somewhere, and I took a pile of it and went back to my shop.
He was standing there talking to some of my work mates, and I got a damn bad feeling that this is not good. He saw me and came to me and said, " What is this!" Showing me a big plate on his hand, and then I said, " I went behind to get more big plate's".
Then he was like " there are so many big plate's outside and you said no big plate's! You should not say NO to your guests as this is a hotel line, you should never say NONONO...!!" as least this is what I remember what he said.
Well let's be frank, it is a buffet, like have you not ever been to a freaking buffet? There must be plate's around aint it, It's not like a said there isn't any, is just that there isn't any in the shop that I was in.. Wtf?
And I did went to get more big plate's isn't it??
This are some of the basterds and bitches I have to face everyday at work.

Other scenario's while he was there, he wanted salmon and there was not any on the counter buffet, my work mate went to get it for him.
I think he was also at the omelet section making a fuss saying why is so slow. And HELLO?? Can't you see its fucking busy? Its first come first serve, not 4th!
I am guessing he is German by the way he speaks a strong heavy accent and his blonde hair with metal oval frame spec's..!

Yea rub it in mister, rub it in..

Skypeeeee!

I had a great time skyping with you, Chagiya...!!!
It has been awhile since we have skype! Miss you so much...! Has been a long while since we chatted for this long, all i could do is smile at you.
I love seeing you sleep.. (& hearing you snore) :)

The hardest part is saying goodbye to you again. :(

Don't worry, be happay!!

It is sucky to have my off day again, Tuesday and Wednesday, oh well I should blame myself for changing it with Thu Hoong.

Damn it, I was planning to change my off days to Thursday and Friday as Stephanie and I were planning to watch Prince of Persia together but haih, maybe next week? I hope we could do something before she leaves back to Switzerland, she barely does hangouts here as she don't have many friends in KL. I'll be her friend.. LOL!
I like talking to her, cause personally, someone who could understand what I am saying because whatever I say could sometimes be totally opposite of what I meant so yea if you don't speak like me then you would be confuse. Unless your trying to be innocent and act dumb then that is your choice. :)
So she won't act dumb, the fact that shes pretty sporting too.
Oh yea and she told me about this Reggae bar in Chinatown. BOB MARLEY MY LOVE!!
His face is all over the walls of this bar, I want to go there, I need to be there but I read from a review saying that this fella got spiked and got robbed after going to that bar!! Tourist are amongst the targeted crew, but what if it's a girl or a women? Raped could be the answer.. I don't think I'm going there until there are guys going with us there.

He looks gorgeous in every way.

Anyway here is the link of the the Reggae bar. REGGAE BAR, CHINATOWN.

Okay how about another Reggae bar of this would be nicer. REGGAE BAR, CHANGKAT STREET.

Right now this is not related to any of it up here.
I have been losing lots of weight (Okay people I know, don't judge me if you have not seen me), due to walking to train stations, to work and I only have smoothie in the morning or whatever I can get to eat at work and 1 main meal which is either rice or noodles, dinner, I won't have appetite by then. I guess why I lost so much weight in such short period is because of my excessive water weight. (Yes I drink lots of water especially when I am home doing nothing much but just stare at this screen of mine).
I am not STICK THIN but I am thinner like when I was still going to gym. Oh how much I miss gym, but I don't need it now. So for this, I indulge... . .. more than I should.

I used to drink so much LOW-FAT milk with my cereals. I drink FULL-CREAM now.
I don't like having whipped cream on my Blackforrest ice-blended, I am not a big fan of whipped cream anyways, but now, I'm fine having it.
I don't eat alot of carbonara pasta, cause YOU KNOW why. I'm making it almost every time I get a chance to, and yes with cream.
I dislike fattening food especially like bacon full of fat, but to hell with it!! I just add em into my pasta and everything turns to heaven.
Sometimes when I feel like it, add a spoon-full of cream into my coffee. :)






Every girl needs some cream in her lifetime at least once. * smiles at you, yes you! Now smile back!!!*

*Salutes*

Another Surprise?

Alyssa a.k.a Aly told me a surprise is coming up for me. Oh gosh, and she would not tell me what it is. The suspense of THE KNOWING is killing me, part of me don't want to know what is going on but part of me just want's to find out the truth!
If I am not mistaken, I hope, I really really really hope it will be something or someone that I really want to see. I am missing him so badly, and not getting to chat with him nowadays makes me feel sad.

Gone out to Ikea with Aly and her friend Sherlyn last night as her friend wanted to buy some stuff for her house. The initial plan was go to Ikea and then head to KL to club along with Aly's brother Damian and Esther his girlfriend. But the plan got canceled so with nothing else to do, and our in need to drink and to do something before we call it a night, we went to MJ somewhere near Tropicana club? Got there and got ourselves a beer tower and double-apple shisha.. :)
Oh heavens was the shisha strong! It was stronger than the time I smoked with the pineapple on it! I coughed many times but in the end got used to it and enjoyed making clouds of smoke.

Jazzygirl needed some beer as well and the owner that could not care less of her.. lol!

Pool session after our drink and yea, I'm still good at it even though with a headache.
xP

Moved

The day was great today!!! Was a lil' boring at first, of course, the morning blue's. But i was relatively happy today.
Sneak out at lunch time with Stephanie, my new found friend, shes a Swiss but more like an American to me. Yea she is training in Westin hotel as well, yea, who knew.. She's cool, timid, always smile's but still hard to tell about her, something is inside of her.. I had a good time with her, talking mostly talking and talking getting to know her more as she has travel so many country and has stayed in India, Venezuela, Switzerland again and now her family moved to Malaysia.
How I want to be in her shoes. To walk around the globe like a bus ticket to and fro.

Sadly shes leaving soon after her internship, oh well, at least I know someone I can talk to for now. Then there is also Sarah Ali, shes a senior of mine in Taylor's, did not know her till in Westin hotel, shes only 18 people...!!! (I feel so old). She is a Pakistani but with a very good english so it is also nice talking to her. I'm getting to know a wide range of people from different countries and I love it.

Babe was telling me that he want's to work in Singapore sometime after he comes back. I was and maybe still rather reluctant about this, but I think it's for the better for both of us. I still have college until July, and for him to work in KL for me would be hard and torturous as you know, the humans here work like COW's.
I most probably will go. .. .. . . work in Singapore as well? I don't know, never been there so I don't know what it is like. But of course, another long-distance-relationship, ahhhh I know it sucks and a pain in the arse but what to do, what to do, what to do.. Cope with it..
I am more worried if I can cope with Singapore standard of working..yike'ssss!

I am done with my novel Eat.Pray&Love (did I mention it before??), it is a good book!! I really learn alot from it, it is when depression hits! Run for the fridge, it helps to have a stomach full.. Lol... What other novel is there for me to read?? I want to read something non-fiction, something that is more related to true human stories, I love reading about some else life. hahaha!!!! Hey!! It's good to learn from other people mistakes. I am waiting for my monthly cash to come then only I can start getting a new one. Need to keep my brain busy and running so I don't get bored out on my lovely long train/bus ride's to work.
Tomorrow is my day off, finally some freaking day off after 10 days without any break.. gosh! I need to keep this baby butt's nice and firm on my bed for long hours tonight. Till next time..



Gutenacht!!!

The unhappy phase.

I have been doing kitchen for a week now, have not had a off days since last Tuesday! I am getting pissed at work and tired. I barely smile today, work is boring, especially in the Living Room where we serve breakfast, lunch, dinner and all that. I call that the MAIN dining area.
I have to stand at a station where we would make sandwich, noodles or pasta.. bla bla bla.. just heating food and serving the food to guest's. Not interesting at all! Especially when your station is the Not-So-Famous-Station, not many guest's goes to your station then. It get's boring, tiring standing doing nothing.
I want to cook something man.. I want to use my hands and do more cooking!!!

ONE MORE DAY KRISTI!! BARE WITH IT!!! Tomorrow will be a sucky day Kristi, BARE WITH IT!

I was not in the mood today, was bored and tired.
It then rain when I got off from work, the umbrella barely helps, soaking wet again.
I get off at 5pm, so rush hour is a bitch. Everyone is trying to get onto the train and never wait's for the person to get off but just rush in to get a seat. I hate the sight of that, but I have to do that as well, if I don't move, eventually I get pushed in anyways.. there's nothing more I can do but roll my eye's.
I still don't understand it, at the monorail, everyone waits for the others to come out, but in the KTM, it's a different story, nobody waits.
City life does change someone good to become an elusive bitch. No one cares for no one no more.
Everyone is on their own, no one want's to wait.

I just can't keep my feet from walking slow, everything needs to be fast, somehow some people still walks like a cow. >:/

A blind person can even walk faster than the normal person, I am amazed whenever I look at them.

To Him, with LoVe.

It's about 3 month's to go till I see the man that I have been waiting for.
I can say that I thought of him more often now then ever I had been since he left, I am not saying that I did not miss him, I did and still is, but since it is only 3 more months I am getting more and more excited, yet a solemn sadness of him still not back yet.

I realized that past this 10months, all I could think of is just get over this 1 year as soon as possible. Feeling that I have done nothing much but stare into this big screen of mine and waiting for time to pass me by in a flash.
Now look where I am? Doing my internship after 10 months in College.
But hey!! I can have all a lot more fun once he is back and maybe in the future we could go somewhere together and have a more joyful time.
How is this crazy that I am so crazy in love with this guy, I don't think I can ever find another one just like him? I know, they say this is the honeymoon period, but it does not seem like it is a honeymoon period anymore and I still can say that I long for him to be beside me for a lifetime.

But sometimes it worries me to be in such a serious relationship, cause as I know, we know, every happy relationships can also turn sour and lead to a massive train wreck BREAK-UP! I have seen so many that has gone down so sour, till there was no more reviving back or they just lied to each other everyday that things will eventually turn better. I have seen so many that it scar-ed and scares me, from my parents, to my friend's parents, to my friends, sister, brother and relatives. It will kill me to be in that position.

The truth is, we are so much alike.. even our thinking is so much alike that we could actually say the same thing's or thought's at the same time and laugh it off by saying to each other " Why do you always follow me??" then we would argue back and say " NO! I did not, you did!!".
We are also so much different from others that sometime I would ask myself, "Why am I born in this country?" or "Why am I even born a Chinese?". ( do not get offended, I am not saying being a Chinese is bad nor being a westerner is all good, but somehow, I wish I was born in a different country).
I can give you many reason's why? First of all, I can't speak no damn Chinese!
My mandarin is BAD like really B-A-D!
My Hokkien sucks of course due to bad slang.
My cantonese had gone down as I had not use much of this language ever since I have moved to Penang.
My Hakka, 'nuff said.
And one thing really dislike is those superstitious thing's that people always say like, don't stick your chopstick into your noodle bowl as this allow's the ghost's or demons to eat your food.. -.- I know it is a bad habit, but it is better than to see my chopstick rolling onto the floor.
I don't always fancy Chinese food, too much rice. I love pasta's and anything that does with cheese, milk, butter, egg and of course, salad's with dressing's.
I am different. I know. I brought Western and European food onto my household, watch loads of American and English films, cooking shows too and I think, If I was in their country, they would understand me more.
Oh yea, and I can't eat spicy, :( one thing I am really really sad about.
On the other hand, he is pretty much more Asian than I am but still something about him got me to love asian food more, made me fall in love with spicy food, thought me how to speak hokkien better (half of the time he laughs at me for I sound stupidly funny) , thought me how to cook better, understand our nation's most treasured food, how to be a better person, how to love myself more and made me fall in love. The love, something I have been searching for, something I long for.
He who has given me so much love, and ask for nothing in return but for me to just love him back and listen to him. He who has so much passion, ambition and idea's for the future makes me want to be with him even more.
I told myself, I see myself traveling around the world with a backpack and rolling around the globe and snacking off everything we see that is good, no wait good is not good enough, that is AWESOME!
I am starting to love reading, mostly non-fiction novels. I know he will read with me, or he will listen to me reading to him.
I want to travel, adventurous travels, I know he will travel with me. I will do the same too.
I want to live in a simple modest home, I know he want that too.
I want to sit in a bookstore and just look at cooking books, he would too.
I want to clean the house, he will happily do the same.

I know you guys are saying, " Are you sure he really is all that??".
We do argue, no one is perfect. But the best part is, we never let it linger for a long time. The more you linger the bad aura, the more the love aura leaves.

Do you still believe there are first love that can live happily ever after?
Am I crazy to be so in Love at such young age?

Yes I am, Crazily-in-Love!

our first picture together..love you forever more.

For now is work, Work and EAT! :)

I know I know, I have been neglecting my blog due to work work work but that is no excuse as I have 2 days off in a week, I am just too lazy.. :)

Work has been fun, I might had hated waitress-ing for a long time but I am starting to like it. I know I am not that bad with or to customers, of course sometimes there are the occasions of fake smile but most of the time, I smile because I want to smile.
The first week was pretty tortures as there were many functions and I was new, resulting in being abit clueless and sometimes dumb. Well I got better as the weeks pass by now.
I am also starting to enjoy reading!! Reading on my way to work, current book that I am reading Eat Pray and Love.
It sounds abit stupid to be reading such book isn't it? But this is not going to be about me, more like a woman in search for everything. It is vital to read this book before you realize that, everything that she said in the book is really what every one of us need to do before we actually settle down and rot. This book has been selling great and I heard it is coming out to movies! Yay!!
One thing I am for sure is after reading this book, I will never see the world like how I used to see it or how others would see it.
I might learn a thing or two and start loving life even more.


Eat Pray & Love movie trailer.

I am moving into the kitchen department starting on Saturday. I hope all is well in there.
I gotta start thanking myself for going through this restaurant department for a month and not having to wear anymore pantyhose and office shoes no more!!! :)

Now all I want to do is just relax at home, go to places alone and enjoy reading and making me a plate of pasta.