Ikea

Going to Ikea with Alyssa and her family tomorrow.
yay~
I just love going to furniture or household item shop. Partly maybe cause I know I can always look at all those wonderful creation and interior designs and can never be able to afford and buy it. Maybe next time when I am earning for myself? xp
Can I have the salmon please oh please..? And and the pear soda drink?? oh . . I just need it so I can sleep peacefully.
Satisfaction is good.
I have always loved interior designing, it's such and artistic job, photography too!
Well I have chose Culinary as my first choice, cause I am such a pig and craves for food constantly. :D

I need a bigger handbag so badly!!!!
Saw one today, which is not bad.. but did not bring enough cash..dratzz..
Will find another type tomorrow then.


Ola Humans.. night night.

BLUE ROOM

I thought, I could resist the fact that your not here.
I thought, I could resist myself from tearing.
I thought, I can now sleep peacefully on your bed without you.
I was wrong.

The fact that I even play some lovey dovey slow songs to make it as though as you are there.
Because I know you always need songs to sleep. I never really like hearing songs to sleep, only once awhile.
I tried hard not to think so much of you, but being in your room makes it hard because every time when I face my head towards the empty side of the bed. It's .......sad.
That whole time I just want you to appear, just appear by my side and kiss me on the forehead, wish me goodnight.

I need to hear your voice.
I need your touch.
I need your smile.
I need your smell.
I need what I need most is your Love.

I don't know why I am so vulnerable this few days, maybe cause I am leaving tomorrow back to Subang? The sense of your presence is every where whenever I am in Penang. The places we've been together, shared together, happy times.. reminds me of you.
I really miss you.


I love the new shade of baby blue and this floral blue sheets Miss the dim light in your room, makes it so cosy.

Happy Valentines Day babe..

Love me, love me...say that you love me..

Fool me, fool me....go on and fool me..

Love me, Love me..

Pretend that you love me..

I cant care bout anything but you..
No doubt.


Love you chagiya!!!
Kisses for you * its going to Carribean, for you*

Reunion dinner

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Time for Chinese New Year Reunion with old,young,thin,tall,short,fat and bold humans.
Eat, drink, gamble and the cycle goes on for days till it ends.
How many days ah????? 15days?? lol..

Miss you lots babe, even though you did not show up today :(

Remind me why I Love You?

The season of romance and having another big red celebration which is Chinese New Year makes it more Red than ever.
I dont really fancy Chinese New Year despite the annoying songs and hot hot weather around makes u just wanna stay home and chillax.. But the angpao's makes it worthwhile and the gathering can be somewhat fun at times.

I won't be having any valentines specials this year, but what I feel I am lacking in this relationship is that I tend to forget about what made us? What made me love you? Why do I love you? Is it worth waiting for you?
Because sometimes when I am so caught up with my own life, I tend to forget what I love most out of that special someone.
Of course the last answer to that question is Yes..:)
What I miss most is being swept away in his arms by him, being pampered, seduced in his words, be a doll towards him, I dont mean being dumb but being lovely and a darling towards him. In another words, I miss being woo-ed by him.
I am not saying his not good enough for me, but the physical contact has been missing for about 8months now, so its rather sensitive and dry now.
Whenever his with me I think his too good for me that I dont deserve him at times and look down upon myself.
I know he loves me dearly and whichever way he looks and thinks of me is equally same as me.
But sometimes I cant feel the L-O-V-E....

What makes our love so special is that, I know I can handle and workout things by myself. Not having him to guide me all the time I learn to makes mistakes and solve it in my own manner.

Internship 19 April - 10 July

My mind is clouded with thoughts of where should I do my internship. It is so fast ain't it? Time passes like a speeding train that never stops, the time is always ticking.. With a blink of an eye, you stand before something you never expect to happen.

We need to make 5 choices at where we want to work.
I hope Taylor's has a list of good hotel's. If not, I gotta apply for it.. It is going to take time and what if it can't be done..??
This is the nervous part. You don't know whether will they accept you or not, only a certain period of time will let you know. I think the most important in all of this is your CV and how you present it.

Looks shouldn't be much of an issue, but first impressions says it all. I hope what I have done in the past helps with my resume.
But I am glad that I have worked at a number of places, at least I know how it is like to actually work in the kitchen or as a waitress. I know that I hate being a waitress despite having to put a fake smile every time a customer walks in to the restaurant. I am passionate about working in a kitchen and make someone smile when they see and eat the food.
Partly,yes, I am still serving food to my guest..but it's best to just feel the smiles from the food itself. I am not a big fan of fine dine, cause I hardly had any "good" fine dine anyways. Not in Penang of course. I had a fine dine experience recently at a supposing-ly famous hotel, but it was rather a disappointment with the bill totally to a BOMB..! Thank god I was not paying for it. lol...

Pictures are taken from the net.

Having this internship could make me change my perception of fine dine (good) food. From there I could explore more on my taste buds and hopefully one day cook some real fine dine and be the best in what I do.
I like comfort food..
Mostly pasta's and stew's.. :)


Doesn't it sound comfy and filling already?

The day goes by with an AHHHhh CHiiiiuu...!!

I know, I have been neglecting my blog.. (as usual).
My college days goes by with just a blink of an eye, there are days when its real fun and sometimes a real bore. With the new campus, its still boring... its so huge but its so empty.
I like the look of it though its boring, It has the College/Uni look. Feels much more better than the miserable/shared/campus/business buildings at LCS.

Here are some picture's of the new campus and college mates.







I practically drink more coffee than I should now. All the morning classes and also practical classes pretty much weigh someone down. I think I am the only girl there that drinks Coffee like water? lol.. I hardly see any guys drink more coffee than I do there.. maybe soon?
I had 3 cups of coffee today, 1st during service where I was the bartender, 2nd was after service, and the 3rd was unintentionally. Let me tell you why, I was out getting some groceries cause I was so eager to make some Indonesian food which is call Rawon which Cha Cha gave me. Its a thick paste of spices and u mix it with Beef and accompany with some rice and veggie, It is good..:)
So after getting me groceries, I looked out and it was raining real heavily.
I wanted to just walk under the rain but despite my weeks of getting flu on and off, I rather not risk getting worst. The only place to wait is, yes... STARBUCKS.
Got a latte and wait wait wait wait...
Im hyper yet SICK! :(

While waiting, I read the newspaper ;
In WELLINGTON,NZ a girl is willing to give up her virginity in exchange on getting money for college tuition fees. The highest bidder will get to ...you know.. Yea, betcha anyone will do anything for money. And the highest bidder is approximately 45thousand NZ dollar.. wow! That is more than enough for her.
Hopefully the person is nice enough to just give her the money with no exchange or what so ever.

Will you go to the extend of losing ur virginity for a lifetime education?

If you ever do that ad in Malaysia, the highest bidder will be "SEPULUH RINGGIT MAU TAK MAU??"
HAHAHA...