1 down, 2 more to go..

You know they say high school friends will always be the one who stays by your side when your down. They will always be the closest friends you will ever have.

They are the ones you want to see when they are away,
The ones that you are longing for to come back,
The ones that will always let you know first when they are coming back.
The ones that you will miss badly.

Now shes gone till next year. And I cant wait to see her already.
I thought I would be fine, cause she had been away for more than a year in KL but I guess my heart is just weak whenever someone leaves.
It's just not easy to see someone close to you, leave.
I will have to endure this again next week.
I don't think It will be easy to see both of them leave, cause where they are going is far.

I am glad that now Im studying in KL.
Because it wont make me think much about them, Im not saying it in a bad way or whatsoever..Just that, I wont be that sad about it.
I always wonder why, people I love always leaves.
The new ones can't replace the closest friends that you have. It's the old heart that enlightens our mind and soul.
I hope that one day, we will all rejoyce again back in the little Island we called HOME.


They will come back, is the matter of waiting.

Wish you were here, the part when I need you the most.
The part when I need your hug to warm my soul.
Im sorry for the things I've done, for the things I did not do and for the things to come.
Im here today, It's all because of you. And Im glad.
You will always be mine.
In my mind, soul and heart.
I love you~


Im sorry for always posting emo craps.

Aint OCD, just Clean. =)

I've been renting a room in a house for like 1 and a half months now.
We have a maid that cleans the house but not ur rooms, alternatively.

But she doesnt clean the fridge, well, cause i'ts not her responsibilty to simply throw out our food.

So the only thing I hate when I first moved in was the kitchen racks and the FRIDGE!!

The maid finally cleaned the kitchen rack a few days ago.

But of course, the fridge was still pack, a mess, smelly and warm due to too much storage!!

Today, I finally got myself to clean the damn fridge..to my horror, the first thing I threw away was a papaya, the thickness of a pancake.. It has been there infront of me but I never knew, rotten, squashed and flatten due to my "clean" housemates who just stack their goods ontop of it and never even bother to throw it away..it was soooo smelly..omg.

Those big big boxes containing those Him Heang biscuits ( must be left by the old tenant, I guess that person must be from Penang.)It was already expired!! Nowanda there wasnt any room in the fridge.

Chocolates that has also expired, fruits rotten like fuck..I just throw every damn thing away.

A few of my housemates came home and saw me cleaning, I ask if any of the stuff is theirs..

Only a few..And most of the stuff was left by the old tenant. WTF..

I wonder how long has that person been gone.

Fucking Ikan Bilis is scattered below the fruit container.

One girl housemate of mine open the fridge to look for her chocolate, and said " Wow, it's really smelly in here huh?". I was thinking in my heart, "Duh, now only you notice?".

Idiots...

My god, why cant they just throw stuff away when they know its already rotten or not in use anymore??

Inconsiderate people.

It took me an hour to clean, wipe and wash everything.

If you are staying in someone's place, at least clean up after yourself.

Yea you pay for the room, doesnt mean you have to keep the outside dirty.

Im not saying that I am VERY CLEAN, but I do clean up after myself.

I lived with a VERY CLEAN mother, and thank god for that, but too much can be a pain in the arse!

I might be a bitch about being clean, but hello, would you bath in a filthy toilet???

I wouldnt....